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WELP IT'S OFFICAL. I LOVE COC- (okay okay hold on x'D) So let me break this down with all of you peeps.
Now this isn't bringing anyone a side of attention it's more like spreading my word. My truly own words and then rather god God forbids me so. Which who gives a fuck about it. But I'm going to put on a limb here, that I'm spreading the word that I'm "Gay" right? Well it's time for explanations.
So back all the way into early 2013 which that was a good/bad year for me, because over all the experience xD I've been so lonly at the time. And I've been not being wanted with people, until this day my life would change. I know this is 2017 but c'mon people can you really stop using the "F" word to the gay people which I know what I mean. I'm not saying about "Fuck" for F word you know what the fuck I mean. But it's okay if your using it for an examples or something that have to resolves part of your story or whatever you use it. But just don't use it as a metaphor or a midterm.
Besides discriminating towards another is so 2008 and people hardly using the words "Faggots" is more less meaningful. Now that word I used was more like an English or idk British, Australian I don't want to offend those people with accents but there is an actual commercial called "faggots" and it's used as spicy foods like wtf??? XD I thought that was discriminating but it's discriminating towards gay food it makes so look much sense now...
The video of what I mean xD
youtu.be/1rR-wqxRjIg
Now back to the topic before you say "Then what does this have todo of you being gay man? Get to the point!" My point exactly my dear friend. That the reason I'm making this journal, is because back in early 2013 as I said before. That I am Bi & Pan, now I don't dress up like a woman or some such. I just like the style what the boys dress up as. So in conclusion I use to dated a boy now Louie, he "Was" really great friends with me and he hugs me all the time whenever I'm at the art room. But after I graduated and realized he texted me that he was gay and other then that fact is I was okay for that. Because not whilingly he ask me out like every proper gentleman would do. So he And I we're official, but it didn't turned out how it would seem to be. My dad figure out that I was being too "friendly" with louie. And decided to break up with him, as I soon as I did that it was hard...
Louie was drowning into tears and I begged him cause I was forced to break up but it's hard to be with someone who I really loved. It just..... pushes away the people I care about. My dad was always a hateful person. That not to hang out with gays or fat people... and to be honest That he is from himself so I probably stay away xD. But that didn't stop me there. I hang out with gay people cause they are fuckin cool and nice to me, because I don't give a shit what my dad says I just be me. It's my life I do whatever i want with it. It was an aftermath when me and Louie becomes friends with me and him and I we're role-playing until that one night. He was started to be rapey... And I was like "dude we broke up!" But he kept on going And It was a hot mess for me. So I decided to block him but when he sends me a Skype chat video he goes and fuckin jacking it on screen and I was like.
................
"I'm done..... I'm fuckin done with you... You you got now fuckin respect of my personal space and you still go on!"
Until that day left and gotten rid of all his contacts. Because he was being a general creep,
So I felt like a loner and decided to move on from all of this shit Louie has scard me. So when met again I decided to tag along with her and I really had some deep feelings for her. And I really how she is approving her drawings, it's because she hardly goes on to dA. Me and her started to hang out once and awhile and it gets me that special feeling that I have true feelings towards her. Cause I need that special loving. So we've been giving each other notes in how we feel from time to time, when she is about to graduate. Until that day forward intoldnher how much I love her and we took it to the next level and boom! We became special to each other, and our hearts have touched and we been together for 5 years now going into our anniversary together from every year. And that's the kind of experience I have with my love.
So it comes to show. That I am gay and somewhere I am bisexual and I like boys and girls, so for my main lover is the one who I love for over 5 years straight. As for pansexual it's not that because I don't dress up as a girl. I just like how boys are dressed up as one lol. In which of the matter speaking I like boys who dress up like women cause look pretty damn got xP.
So there you have it peeps, my life. So thank you guys for reading and be sure to watch or fav+ so be sure to be in touch for some new art work an hope you guys have a luscious day xD BBBBAAAAAAAAIIIIII~~~
Now this isn't bringing anyone a side of attention it's more like spreading my word. My truly own words and then rather god God forbids me so. Which who gives a fuck about it. But I'm going to put on a limb here, that I'm spreading the word that I'm "Gay" right? Well it's time for explanations.
So back all the way into early 2013 which that was a good/bad year for me, because over all the experience xD I've been so lonly at the time. And I've been not being wanted with people, until this day my life would change. I know this is 2017 but c'mon people can you really stop using the "F" word to the gay people which I know what I mean. I'm not saying about "Fuck" for F word you know what the fuck I mean. But it's okay if your using it for an examples or something that have to resolves part of your story or whatever you use it. But just don't use it as a metaphor or a midterm.
Besides discriminating towards another is so 2008 and people hardly using the words "Faggots" is more less meaningful. Now that word I used was more like an English or idk British, Australian I don't want to offend those people with accents but there is an actual commercial called "faggots" and it's used as spicy foods like wtf??? XD I thought that was discriminating but it's discriminating towards gay food it makes so look much sense now...
The video of what I mean xD
youtu.be/1rR-wqxRjIg
Now back to the topic before you say "Then what does this have todo of you being gay man? Get to the point!" My point exactly my dear friend. That the reason I'm making this journal, is because back in early 2013 as I said before. That I am Bi & Pan, now I don't dress up like a woman or some such. I just like the style what the boys dress up as. So in conclusion I use to dated a boy now Louie, he "Was" really great friends with me and he hugs me all the time whenever I'm at the art room. But after I graduated and realized he texted me that he was gay and other then that fact is I was okay for that. Because not whilingly he ask me out like every proper gentleman would do. So he And I we're official, but it didn't turned out how it would seem to be. My dad figure out that I was being too "friendly" with louie. And decided to break up with him, as I soon as I did that it was hard...
Louie was drowning into tears and I begged him cause I was forced to break up but it's hard to be with someone who I really loved. It just..... pushes away the people I care about. My dad was always a hateful person. That not to hang out with gays or fat people... and to be honest That he is from himself so I probably stay away xD. But that didn't stop me there. I hang out with gay people cause they are fuckin cool and nice to me, because I don't give a shit what my dad says I just be me. It's my life I do whatever i want with it. It was an aftermath when me and Louie becomes friends with me and him and I we're role-playing until that one night. He was started to be rapey... And I was like "dude we broke up!" But he kept on going And It was a hot mess for me. So I decided to block him but when he sends me a Skype chat video he goes and fuckin jacking it on screen and I was like.
................
"I'm done..... I'm fuckin done with you... You you got now fuckin respect of my personal space and you still go on!"
Until that day left and gotten rid of all his contacts. Because he was being a general creep,
So I felt like a loner and decided to move on from all of this shit Louie has scard me. So when met again I decided to tag along with her and I really had some deep feelings for her. And I really how she is approving her drawings, it's because she hardly goes on to dA. Me and her started to hang out once and awhile and it gets me that special feeling that I have true feelings towards her. Cause I need that special loving. So we've been giving each other notes in how we feel from time to time, when she is about to graduate. Until that day forward intoldnher how much I love her and we took it to the next level and boom! We became special to each other, and our hearts have touched and we been together for 5 years now going into our anniversary together from every year. And that's the kind of experience I have with my love.
So it comes to show. That I am gay and somewhere I am bisexual and I like boys and girls, so for my main lover is the one who I love for over 5 years straight. As for pansexual it's not that because I don't dress up as a girl. I just like how boys are dressed up as one lol. In which of the matter speaking I like boys who dress up like women cause look pretty damn got xP.
So there you have it peeps, my life. So thank you guys for reading and be sure to watch or fav+ so be sure to be in touch for some new art work an hope you guys have a luscious day xD BBBBAAAAAAAAIIIIII~~~
Rant: Fuck You
As most of you know I got a stalker that's threating me to get banned and just like that my account on here she's already wants to get rid of my old account on here for personal reasons. I'm not mention any names but back then all the way in the late 2000s I used to be in a relationship but things got toxic and sour during those times and none of it wasn't any good of who is in the right or not. So I am making this cause I made a new dA account to make new art etc. cause since I'm brand new to this update which I have to get used to and shit. Fuck you for stalking my old account hope your happy. Banned me from this account who gives a shit I got all alternative accounts so you can't take that away for what I am dream todo to keep my art going fucker. Just tired of the bullshit you put me through and I'm not going to sit here and fuck up my life if everyone else have something to live for or to draw for. I'm only here to check up my old artwork and continue the rest of the day now for
New dA account - Moving on and starting fresh
Obliviously this page is dead and I really want to start off fresh to another account.
So basically, If you guys want me to add you or come add me to the other account that sounds good to me.
Also DM me or excuse me Note me so you can follow me to my new deviant art account cause I have been having troubles with this account. and I wasn't really satisfy with it either. On the other account if I added you already you know its me with a blank profile cause I'm still working up with more details later. Please note I will not be linking my new account unless you ask me here the ones I add to the other account I accepted cause I had you guys for
Wow it's been too long.
HEYA FOLKS, already missed me? I'm back in town I'm still broke as shit can't make any payments on here or shit to deal with PayPal or whatever just wanna draw and get back to what life used to be. But it's been awhile since I used this account. But if most of you guys I remember are on give me a shout out cause I'm back in action. Now I just got to update.
Hiatus
I don't know I really want to be on here much or the fact it's hard to get views here. Nothing matters on here anymore to me and I feel like there nothing much to do around here. What do I know? All I want to do is show my art work and do gameplay and this is where I get off. I don't fucking see why... I really don't. But ignore the bull shit if you guys want to add me on ps4 message who you are and I'll play with you if anyone got fortnite or others games you want to.
So that way I'll be live streaming on YouTube maybe twitch if I get my account hooked on it. But on deviantart just feels a ghost town to me and we all know the feeling my use
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