Farwell 2016.... Hello 2017

Now... during the years gone by came very quickly.. I've been abit shakey at the moment... Because I'm very depressed, not awhole lot but it's time I let my great cousin Ashley go... She sang so peacefullucky and I cannot forget thoses precious memories where she was at my side alot of times... So it's now the best to keep my barrings up and running.... I've been quite awful recently during the past few years and months after the break up with my ex or call it anonymous girl I use to be with but didn't quite care about her anymore because she was a fake reclaim she was a goth, and she is one of those people that like to get fucked over and over and OVER again like she likes to play with your fuckin' emotions unfairly that's where I draw the line. *actually draws the line* anywho I don't really care about her anymore because a special someone didn't appreciate me and only cares for herself only its because she was faking bipolar or was reclaiming she was  bipolar which I find it BULLSHIT. Sour that day forward she really doesn't matter for me and I can give 2 spits about it because it acts if it though if I was a total fuckin ghost for her which I used to be at that certain time. As soon as I moved on its found one girl that truly loves me and I cannot forget that she is every part of me that was missing from my undying soul...

I love you so much and I cannot tell you how much I say thank you for being supportive and how much you really mean to me. Now of the days things gotten between sorry and we have our misunderstanding sometimes but we work it out pretty good. You help my depression to go down and so has my family in the realizism you called world.  Maybe in 2018 or 19 possibly we can be fiancee... Because that would make us happy until few years ahead later we will be married. I loved you from heart and soul meaning everything in my existence.

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I'm in tears in the moment.... so STFU I HAVE MANLY TEARS X'D

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Glad that's outta the way, I moved on with my life with my girl. I wouldn't worry and I wouldn't careless about that girl anymore... She doesn't even resemblance the meaning of life. I can be salty but Fuck her I don't need that fake ass tramp in my life, so don't tell me you want me back cause it's too fuckin late to start I know I tried that before with her but I'm not fallen for it again. I got friends that cared in rl and I got friends that cared for me in here and they mean family. ACTUAL FAMILY to me!  So if your reading this............ I had to get it off my chest because darling. Your no good Cause why should I be talking to you I know you wouldn't give a shit it's because I don't neither. 2017 here I come! Cause upon that year we will become victorious! Quote be Panic of the disco.


I know who I am and I'm happy to be myself and don't try to act like you know me. Because I want "YOU" to get to know me.

Happy New Years Eve 2017 to my friends and family here, and my girl~ love you all and let's have a good year to all of us! This is a toast to a New story and a beginning until the end.