AL0N3

I just feel dead inside, Feel like nothing's really important to me no more... I had good friends back then when a so called friend "Ava" does give two shits about me she only cares for her cool friends. And she keeps telling me "im not mad at you zeke im mad at my family or my mom or my sister" Bullshit from right on point she is mad at me and she doesn't even tell me how i appreciate friend like that. Or either that she takes advantage of my friend mario and tells on me and mario behind my back saying "oh zeke didn't want to be my date for the prom cause he chosed mario instead of me" I just want to have fun with my friends what is so hard being with a friend who cares I do! all ava does is talk shit and doesn't bother hanging out with some stupid ass cool friend she wanted me to be all "Man, Fuck that!" Im differen't for the way i am if im goth then Damn straight i am. I'll be ok with that.

It settles my problems cause it determines the facts That I zekeNskullers will never be friends with "Ava" no more I finally had it with her because she always treats me like her puppet and the way she wanted me to get her some snacks and i thought that was suppose to be friendship I really wish to be friends who are really nice to me... I promise myself to hang with a friend that u can trust. But i don't feel like i want to die in the inside...

I'm Happy the way i am and Ava she abuses for somebody that im not. Hell Im some one who i am. And I take respect to be someone who has the balls to prove to be someone who they are. And I mean Respected as friends we are not to abuse your friend, And ava she just takes it and destroys it. She unreasonable when she gossips. And I should feel affraid to stand and talk right infront of her telling her to "fuck off" cause you know it's not part of anyone's bussiness. It's not bussiness It's only personal to face your own actions with out dealing no one.