WELP IT'S OFFICAL. I LOVE COC- (okay okay hold on x'D) So let me break this down with all of you peeps.
Now this isn't bringing anyone a side of attention it's more like spreading my word. My truly own words and then rather god God forbids me so. Which who gives a fuck about it. But I'm going to put on a limb here, that I'm spreading the word that I'm "Gay" right? Well it's time for explanations.
So back all the way into early 2013 which that was a good/bad year for me, because over all the experience xD I've been so lonly at the time. And I've been not being wanted with people, until this day my life would change. I know this is 2017 but c'mon people can you really stop using the "F" word to the gay people which I know what I mean. I'm not saying about "Fuck" for F word you know what the fuck I mean. But it's okay if your using it for an examples or something that have to resolves part of your story or whatever you use it. But just don't use it as a metaphor or a midterm.
Besides discriminating towards another is so 2008 and people hardly using the words "Faggots" is more less meaningful. Now that word I used was more like an English or idk British, Australian I don't want to offend those people with accents but there is an actual commercial called "faggots" and it's used as spicy foods like wtf??? XD I thought that was discriminating but it's discriminating towards gay food it makes so look much sense now...
The video of what I mean xDyoutu.be/1rR-wqxRjIg
Now back to the topic before you say "Then what does this have todo of you being gay man? Get to the point!" My point exactly my dear friend. That the reason I'm making this journal, is because back in early 2013 as I said before. That I am Bi & Pan, now I don't dress up like a woman or some such. I just like the style what the boys dress up as. So in conclusion I use to dated a boy now Louie, he "Was" really great friends with me and he hugs me all the time whenever I'm at the art room. But after I graduated and realized he texted me that he was gay and other then that fact is I was okay for that. Because not whilingly he ask me out like every proper gentleman would do. So he And I we're official, but it didn't turned out how it would seem to be. My dad figure out that I was being too "friendly" with louie. And decided to break up with him, as I soon as I did that it was hard...
Louie was drowning into tears and I begged him cause I was forced to break up but it's hard to be with someone who I really loved. It just..... pushes away the people I care about. My dad was always a hateful person. That not to hang out with gays or fat people... and to be honest That he is from himself so I probably stay away xD. But that didn't stop me there. I hang out with gay people cause they are fuckin cool and nice to me, because I don't give a shit what my dad says I just be me. It's my life I do whatever i want with it. It was an aftermath when me and Louie becomes friends with me and him and I we're role-playing until that one night. He was started to be rapey... And I was like "dude we broke up!" But he kept on going And It was a hot mess for me. So I decided to block him but when he sends me a Skype chat video he goes and fuckin jacking it on screen and I was like.
"I'm done..... I'm fuckin done with you... You you got now fuckin respect of my personal space and you still go on!"
Until that day left and gotten rid of all his contacts. Because he was being a general creep,
So I felt like a loner and decided to move on from all of this shit Louie has scard me. So when met
again I decided to tag along with her and I really had some deep feelings for her. And I really how she is approving her drawings, it's because she hardly goes on to dA. Me and her started to hang out once and awhile and it gets me that special feeling that I have true feelings towards her. Cause I need that special loving. So we've been giving each other notes in how we feel from time to time, when she is about to graduate. Until that day forward intoldnher how much I love her and we took it to the next level and boom! We became special to each other, and our hearts have touched and we been together for 5 years now going into our anniversary together from every year. And that's the kind of experience I have with my love.
So it comes to show. That I am gay and somewhere I am bisexual and I like boys and girls, so for my main lover is the one who I love for over 5 years straight. As for pansexual it's not that because I don't dress up as a girl. I just like how boys are dressed up as one lol. In which of the matter speaking I like boys who dress up like women cause look pretty damn got xP.
So there you have it peeps, my life. So thank you guys for reading and be sure to watch or fav+ so be sure to be in touch for some new art work an hope you guys have a luscious day xD BBBBAAAAAAAAIIIIII~~~